There were several different
reactions to Kelly’s addiction. Her husband/manager got her out of rehab early
even though he knew her “legs were still shaky.” When she was back on tour and began
drinking again, he ignored it. He thought her performing would solve her
problems, not realizing that the pressure of performing was the cause of the
addiction, not the solution. Kelly’s sponsor/boyfriend knew that Kelly needed
help and tried to give it to her. However, he also had a tendency to baby her, wanting
to be her savior. Kelly’s fans seemed to love her despite her problems.
However, there were some who hated her and thought she was a “baby killer.”
Throughout the movie, I felt
empathetic toward Kelly. She knew that she was not ready to leave rehab and
perform again. She tried to tell her husband this, but he wanted everything to
go back to the way it was. When she could not cope with the pressure, she began
drinking again. When Kelly wasn’t drinking, you could catch a glimpse of the
woman she used to be: a strong, fearless person with a good heart. The only
time I was slightly mad was when I learned she drank while she was pregnant. It
reminded me that people who suffer from addictions can have two very different personalities.
I think the movie did a good job
in their portrayal addiction. It accurately displayed what her triggers were
and that addicts can have good days and bad days. I think the movie also properly
explained that recovery is a long road and that many people do not understand
that. I think that this is the hardest and saddest part of addiction: it can
take a lifetime to recover, but there are always people and things that will
try to convince suffering people that they should be over it in a certain
amount of time.
Addictions are partly caused by
the person’s environment, or context. Kelly’s addiction developed because of
the pressure that comes with stardom and the disappointments of a failing
marriage. She turned back to her addiction after rehab because of the continued
pressure and the inability to talk and reconnect with her husband. Kelly also
suffered from low self-esteem. Millions of people adored her and her talents, yet
she was always begging for approval and fishing for compliments. Alcohol and
other drugs are often abused to escape from reality. In Kelly’s case, she
turned to alcohol when she could not fix or control her environment.
Sounds like a great movie to illustrate the effects of addiction, and the cycle on the road to recovery. Thank you for your thorough review and the connections you made to the class reading and discussion.
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